Lucky Me

I have another commercial audition tomorrow finally! It's been like 2 months since my row of auditions and I was getting a tiny bit worried. I also won Ke$ha tickets off the radio this weekend basically by fluke and my day off was the most beautiful beach day of the year so hopefully some of my new found luck will spill into tomorrows audition!

Sooo....wish me luck <3

10 things I hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me, 

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car, 

I hate it when you stare. 

I hate your big dumb combat boots 

and the way you read my mind. 

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme. 

I hate the way you’re always right, 

I hate it when you lie. 

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry. 

I hate it when you’re not around, 

and the fact that you didn’t call. 

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, 

not even close…

not even a little bit… 

not even at all. 

dear life, fuck you

from nadine

easier said than believed

when one door closes another opens
things will get easier
theres plenty of fish in the sea
when you love something let it go
everything happens for a reason
whatevers meant to be, will be
its his loss

update

With mexico a couple weeks behind me I'm already on a low. Schools over, for now. Not the grades I had hoped for but good effort. Work is slammed with sale season well underway, what a gong show that is. Not nearly as much fun as boxing  day  week was at all. Hopefully an audition will come soon to get me back on the high. In the meantime I'll upload my mexico pictures to facebook and reminisce to the weeknd.

return to you

Cabo in just two days already, I can't believe its already here. It was almost two years ago that I was last there and had to say goodbye to the physical you. I must say that was the hardest thing I have ever had to do, and it changed my life in ways I never could have imagined. On saturday I will return to Cabo and to the memory of you. When I lay the yellow flowers in the ocean and feel the sand where you once were. I hope it brings me peace and acceptance. I hope it allows me to move forward from this still place I've put myself in. Move on but never forget you, when I return to you.

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference.

waiting.

waiting for callbacks, waiting for auditions, waiting for shifts, waiting for mexico, waiting for acceptance, waiting for summer, waiting for him, waiting to stop waiting.