Aliens in the house Audition

What a fun and exciting audition. I still do enjoy commercial auditions too, they are laid back, silly, crazy and interactive. But theres something about those nervous moments in the waiting area studying your lines amongst all the other girls. We're all flipping through the pages of scripts, not really reading the words. Some girls pacing, catching their reflections in the mirrors on the wall. Others seeming more relaxed leaning back in their chairs checking out the competition. It was such an adrenaline rush when the casting director called me into the room. I ran through the scene twice, better the second time. And then its over just like that. I walk to my car heart pounding through my chest to go home and wait, possibly forever to find out if I am one of the lucky girls who got a call back. Can't wait to do it all again =)

First day of school

Holy math 12

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Awesome, blogging on the go in the sun.

to new beginnings

To starting a new job, a new school year and us.

the great woman I've ever known, my mama

Dear mama 

 I wish that I could tell you happy birthday and see you smiling back at me again. I wish that I could give you all the presents in the world. There's so many things I would tell you if you were still here. I would let you know what an amazing, strong, brave person you were. I would tell you how much I love you and need you in my life. I would let you know that all of things that are good about me are reflections of you. I would want you to know you have always been my inspiration in life. If I could be even a small part of you I could be proud of myself. I would give anything on this earth for one more day, hour, moment with you. There's been so many times I've wanted to hear your reassuring voice and guidance. I always wonder what you would say or think about my decisions. I miss you more than words will ever express. I can't believe it's been two years since I've felt your hugs or heard you say I love you. What I wouldn't do to have that one more time. But that's just it, I can't do anything at all. That's the helplessness of it. I can never change what happened on the longest most life changing day two years ago. But not a day goes by that I don't wish for what I could or would do. Mama I love you. Happy Birthday.

Love your Babygirl

he's just not that into you

"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope." 


 "Anyway, all my friends used to tell me about how things might work out with these dipsticks because they knew someone, who knew someone, who dated a dipstick just like mine. That girl ended up getting married and living happily ever after. Thats the exception and we're not the exception we're the rule."

Lucky Me

I have another commercial audition tomorrow finally! It's been like 2 months since my row of auditions and I was getting a tiny bit worried. I also won Ke$ha tickets off the radio this weekend basically by fluke and my day off was the most beautiful beach day of the year so hopefully some of my new found luck will spill into tomorrows audition!

Sooo....wish me luck <3

10 things I hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me, 

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car, 

I hate it when you stare. 

I hate your big dumb combat boots 

and the way you read my mind. 

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme. 

I hate the way you’re always right, 

I hate it when you lie. 

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry. 

I hate it when you’re not around, 

and the fact that you didn’t call. 

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, 

not even close…

not even a little bit… 

not even at all. 

dear life, fuck you

from nadine

easier said than believed

when one door closes another opens
things will get easier
theres plenty of fish in the sea
when you love something let it go
everything happens for a reason
whatevers meant to be, will be
its his loss

update

With mexico a couple weeks behind me I'm already on a low. Schools over, for now. Not the grades I had hoped for but good effort. Work is slammed with sale season well underway, what a gong show that is. Not nearly as much fun as boxing  day  week was at all. Hopefully an audition will come soon to get me back on the high. In the meantime I'll upload my mexico pictures to facebook and reminisce to the weeknd.

return to you

Cabo in just two days already, I can't believe its already here. It was almost two years ago that I was last there and had to say goodbye to the physical you. I must say that was the hardest thing I have ever had to do, and it changed my life in ways I never could have imagined. On saturday I will return to Cabo and to the memory of you. When I lay the yellow flowers in the ocean and feel the sand where you once were. I hope it brings me peace and acceptance. I hope it allows me to move forward from this still place I've put myself in. Move on but never forget you, when I return to you.

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference.

waiting.

waiting for callbacks, waiting for auditions, waiting for shifts, waiting for mexico, waiting for acceptance, waiting for summer, waiting for him, waiting to stop waiting.

one down, one to go.

I had an audition today for a toothpaste commercial. I had to sing a few lines of the beatles song "revolution" while brushing my teeth. It was pretty funny let me say. I think I did alright so we will see what happens there. My next audition is tomorrow for a retail store commercial lol. So I have to go there in summer clothes aka shorts and a tank top and everything and who knows what'll happen from there. No lines or anything to memorize so it'll all be improve. Hopefully something fun and easy for me :) Check back to see if I get any of the parts! Fingers crossed! xoxo

Headshot prints :)

I finally got my headshot prints! Yay, this means I can actually start auditioning. My agent says it's going to get busier in the next few weeks so, wish me luck :). Here is some photos of what my headshot prints really look like.

one step closer for fired to famous

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All photo credits go to Gordan Dumka, thank-you for the amazing shoot!

new year/new life

Its been awhile I know I know...

So here's the scoop. Since my last post I have been fired/unemployed for 2 months/hired/working like crazy/started school/studying/signed with an acting agency/partying/photoshoot/studying again/loosing my mind!!!!

Wow that was a mouthful, but it was the fastest way I could get through the passed few months. With all these exciting new things happening in my life this new year I definitely want to document it here and keep you updated!

Keep checking back for more news from fired to famous!

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