Dear mama
I wish that I could tell you happy birthday and see you smiling back at me again. I wish that I could give you all the presents in the world. There's so many things I would tell you if you were still here. I would let you know what an amazing, strong, brave person you were. I would tell you how much I love you and need you in my life. I would let you know that all of things that are good about me are reflections of you. I would want you to know you have always been my inspiration in life. If I could be even a small part of you I could be proud of myself. I would give anything on this earth for one more day, hour, moment with you. There's been so many times I've wanted to hear your reassuring voice and guidance. I always wonder what you would say or think about my decisions. I miss you more than words will ever express. I can't believe it's been two years since I've felt your hugs or heard you say I love you. What I wouldn't do to have that one more time. But that's just it, I can't do anything at all. That's the helplessness of it. I can never change what happened on the longest most life changing day two years ago. But not a day goes by that I don't wish for what I could or would do. Mama I love you. Happy Birthday.
Love your Babygirl
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